New Irons in the Fire

I've promised myself one subject at a time, so today's subject is jobs.

Today sees me struggling with two new application forms (why are they sooo long and complicated these days). I should be good at this given my occupation and I should know what a prospective new employer wants to see but my mind is in a permanent muddle. I wonder, am I aiming too high? I suppose only time will tell and a lack of interviews will answer my question. I've had one interview with one very abrupt lady who informed me I won't be contacted for at least 2-4 weeks either way, oh dear, that won't help my obsessive personality at all!

Now obsession - that word describes anything and everything I become involved with. I just can't let things take their normal course, that's why I get into such a muddle, that's how i've ended up married three times.

So i've currently got three little irons in my obsession fire. Very rare for this part of the country, mayble its the time of year. I know on previous hunts I've waited ages for just one little iron so this could be a good omen.

New Girl on the Block

Oh here goes, the first time of blogging, first time of posting. I'll look back at this first post and be aghast at how badly written or how I dared do that as I currently have no idea of blogging etiquette. Oh well, here goes.

At the grand old age of 37 and a quarter i've reached that dreaded point in my third marriage where I know I will not grow old with this man. As lovely and kind as he is i'm afraid there is something that is fundamentally not right. I feel awful, fickle, everything but I just know it ain't gonna change!

Whether this imminent separation is the cause of the disharmony in the rest of my life I don't know yet but I am frustrated by my job to the extent that i've started writing a blog!!

I also can't keep my eyes off the local estate agents websites in the hope that a perfect new home jumps out at me at a miniscule price - some hope!

I think I may have to tackle each of these areas one at a time, otherwise i'll find myself in a total muddle.